2012 has been pretty ‘interesting’ (read: expensive) so far – first tax man came a-knocking, then the computer Gods came and dumped on me by busting my laptop & making me buy a new one, then the bills came rolling in from Xmas, Mini CPL’s Birthday – she has a terrible Birth date, poor girl – and the totals for the naming day/1st Birthday party we did for little lady P (which you can see on Les Enfants’ blog). THEN my kiln gave up the ghost and wanted new elements.
To be honest, only the laptop and the kiln set me back time-wise, everything else has been just about sort-able. Though it has been very irritating & frustrating not being able to get all of my orders through as quickly as I normally do, it has given me a little bit of time to slow down & reflect on things, life & CPL.
I’m working super hard, 24/7 – I get up early, I entertain mini CPL & juggle emails,listings, laundry, cleaning, shopping & baking during the day, Mr CPL returns home from work in the evenings and baths little lady whilst I cook dinner. After getting Mini CPL into bed, Mr CPL & I have time to scoff some dinner before I dive into the laptop or back into the other room to work on clay/painting/packaging – Mr CPL tends to do CAD/websites/printing for me or gets on with his crazy horology hobby!! After lots of work, it becomes pretty late pretty quickly. We crawl into bed, drift off to sleep, get woken by Mini CPL once or twice & then the alarm wakes us to start all over again!
You know what, I wouldn’t change much. Sure, I’d love another 5 hours in the eve so I could get more done. I’d maybe even like it for mini CPL to give me a few hours in the day to get more done, but I reckon we are doing ok. I do love a moan, especially on twitter, but that seems to be my main venting space. I miss not having family near by, but I have a few lovely friends that help to keep me sane-ish. But the main thing is, I really, really, really love doing CPL – it makes me feel useful and normal & gives me focus. I’m not the best business-woman in the world and really never will be, but I try to be the best I can & I hope people like coming to me for that.
Let me leave you with how my sleeping little monkey looked this evening…

Mini CPL